In the new issue of People, which hits newsstands Friday, Kate finally comes clean about the turmoil in her marriage.
Here's a sneak peek of the shocking interview:
- On the affair allegations: "I don't know that we're in the same place anymore, that we want the same thing. I've been struggling with the question of 'Who is this person?' for a while. I remember where I was the first time I heard her [Deanna Hummel's] name. It's one of those things where you can try to make it go away, but there's blaring, red flashing lights."
- On living without Jon: "You can't imagine yourself in a certain position when all this first happens, but you can do it over some months. It's a lot like when I was first pregnant with the babies, and it was pure shock and denial. But over time I imagined six cribs in my house, and six car seats. When your mind is ready to go there, you can accept any number of scenarios."
- On the future: "I will never give up hope that every member of our family can be absolutely happy again."
Do you think Jon and Kate will split up?