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Single Mom With a Broken Heart

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By my late 30s, I've had my fair share of heartbreak. But how much of my hurt should I show my child?

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Maggie Vink: A new TV show is coming out, called "Romantically Challenged." I can't imagine it's going to be any good. After all, they didn't cast the most romantically challenged person in the U.S.: me! Maybe when I watch it, I'll just pretend that I look like Alyssa Milano. A girl can dream, right?

Two years after adopting my son, I put my romantically challenged self back in the dating world. At first, I wasn't sure how to handle it with my son, so I opted to keep it hidden from him. My phone conversations and texts were from "friends," and I set up fun sleepovers for my son whenever I was going out on a date. I thought that was the best plan of action. Why introduce someone else to our lives until I was sure they were going to be around for a while? Soon enough, my bright 12-year-old son showed me that my line of reasoning was trash.

My son was too smart, and he knew something was going on -- he just didn't know what. Maybe if he were younger, I would have been successful with dating incognito ... or maybe I just have no future as a double agent. In any case, by not being up-front with my son, I was making him anxious. I spoke to other single parents of older kids and got mixed reactions. While a few agreed with my hide-it-from-the-kids tactic, most felt that explaining dating in an honest and reassuring way was the best route. So I talked to my son. I kept it light, but told him I was dating. My son had several questions and was still a bit nervous, but felt much better about everything.

Recently, however, I was faced with a new challenge: After months of meeting the wrong men, I finally met a guy I connected with. Then one day, everything crumbled. My Mr. Right turned into Mr. Not-Right-Now. He has some things to clean up in his own life, and we can't really date until it's all cleared up. Though I completely understand his situation, I was still heartbroken. My son was skating outdoors, but he quietly came back in and heard the last bit of my breakup phone conversation. He heard me crying.

When I realized that my son was back in the house, I wiped away my tears, put on a happy face and went downstairs. I felt the need to move, so I asked my son if he wanted to help me with some yard work. My son was mowing the lawn while I worked in the flower garden, and I thought I was hiding my hurt well. Suddenly, my son stopped the mower, walked over to me and said, "I'm mad at him. He hurt my mom."

Once again, I was confronted with a decision: Do I hide what I'm going through? Or do I fill my son in on the situation? I opted to let my son know what was going on. I didn't give him all of the details, but told him that the guy I've been talking to didn't do anything wrong and I was just a little sad and disappointed that he and I couldn't date right now. I told him I would be fine and that he didn't need to worry about me. My kindhearted son gave me a huge hug and calmly went back to his yard work.

Instinct still tells me that my son is better left completely out of my dating life, but my son's anxieties have proved to be more in control when I explain things to him in a calm and age-appropriate manner.

So single parents, tell me: Do you explain loves -- and loves lost -- to your kids?

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Layla April 19, 2010, 8:26 AM

I am a single mom of a 6 year old boy, and I too have a broken heart. You shouldn’t hide things from your child. Atleast, I try not to. When I feel like crying, I just tell him that I’m a bit sad and I’ll be ok in a minute. He asks me if he can help and I let him get me a drink or some cookies because it makes him feel better. He knows that mommy has emotions that may confuse him at times, but he also knows that mommy is honest with him and will always be there for him, no matter what’s going on with me. Some people may prefer to keep their emotions from their children, but isn’t more likely that the child will grow up always hiding what they think or how they feel? And won’t that be in a sense, more harmful to the child’s development? No, no… for me, honesty is ALWAYS the best policy.

Kim H April 19, 2010, 11:34 AM

Not a single mom, a married mom. I cry, things don’t always go right, I’m upset sometimes, driven to the point of tears. I let both my kids, 13 and 9 see me ( I don’t flaunt the tears ), we discuss how to handle disappointment, hurt, anger, frustration and get on with the day. I, also, allow them to do small things to make me feel better, a glass of water, a walk with them to “get my mind off of it”.

Only you know how much your son can handle, but I agree with Layla, at least on the surface, let the see the top layer, let them see that I’m human too, in all rhelms of my life. I believe, at least I hope, it will make them better adjusted adults.


Mergie April 19, 2010, 1:46 PM

As a mom & engaged now, I must say that honesty is the way to go. My 7 yr old son is very smart and I can’t hide anything from him. I have actually noticed that being open with him actually gives him that security to be open with me and ask me questions about anything.

Cheryl April 19, 2010, 1:58 PM

I think we have to try and be age-appropriate with what we share with our children and especially how we share it.

It don’t think it’s ok to wear our hearts on our sleeves (upsetting them) and divulge every detail - they aren’t developed enough to understand it all. They don’t have to know every aspect of our dating lives. As the saying goes, “keep it simple.”

I like Kim’s idea about sharing the “top layer,” and at least giving them a realistic idea about what’s going on. But not so much that it will affect their abilities later on.

What a great topic. Thanks for raising this issue Maggie.

All the best.

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