Meredith: Well, it happened ... Aunt Flo came to visit and damn is she angry. Hopefully after this month I won't have to deal with that b*@$! anymore.

Thankfully, she came a bit early, which means my husband should be in town to do the deed. Or many deeds, as the case may be. My husband travels a lot with his job. We just went over his traveling schedule and if all goes well, we should have a few days in the ovulation window. He does try his hardest to be here when I need him, so that is pretty good of him. As I only have a few days in the ovulation window, I want to know what has worked well for others. I am an avid online researcher. So if I have a question, I ask the almighty Google. So far, missionary is the position to be in. But, my husband and I are open to suggestions.

Before I jump the gun, or John, rather, I have to take a scary test in another couple of days. It's the First Response Fertility Test. Eeeek! I am so terrified of that test because it determines if you can or cannot have a baby. Seriously ... how can a stick I pee on tell me that? But it does. What happens if it comes out bad? No, no, no ... la la la ... puppies ... bunnies ... babies. I am trying to suppress all of the negativity that enters my head. Everything will turn out great! Or at least that is what I am going to tell myself until I take the test. I will only think good thoughts. Or try, anyway!

I need to take something for my serious cramps before I do any more thinking. Talk to you later!

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