Meredith: No, nope, not yet, nay, sorry, can't say that I am. These are the answers to the question that I am asked by every Tom, Dick, and Mary, almost on a daily basis. "So, Meredith, are you pregnant yet?" What I would really like to say to everyone that asks is ... NO! DON'T YOU THINK I WOULD TELL YOU IF I WAS? STOP ASKING ME REPEATEDLY! NONE OF YOUR FREAKIN' BUSINESS!
However, it's a little difficult to get upset, when the whole world has access to my sex life and personal journal, now isn't it? I remain calm, and with a smile, say, "Keep reading my blog" or "I'll let you know." But it's not wrong of me to think aggressive thoughts, is it? So long as the uncensored thoughts do not come from my lips? It is a frustrating process. I wish it was as easy to get pregnant now as it was when I was 18. Freakin' mature eggs! I never thought I was old at 30, until it came to making a baby. Now, all of the sudden I am told 30 is when egg quality starts to decline. GREAT! Just my luck!
Only a few more days until I can take my First Response Early Pregnancy test. I will be on vacation in San Francisco with my hubby. A little rest and relaxation will do me and my exhausted, over-sexed body good. I have been thinking a lot of positive thoughts and rubbing my belly for good luck. I think I am supposed to be rubbing a pregnant woman's belly. However, I can't even get close to a preggo without getting jealous. I had a twinge of something the other day in the car with my husband and thought out loud that it must be my little one getting implanted. All I got was rolled eyes from my husband and a caution to "Not get my hopes up." I need as much positive energy and good vibes as I can get going into this next test. Everyone cross your fingers, and if you are already pregnant, rub your belly for me!
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