Why Have I Become So Pessimistic?

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Why Have I Become So Pessimistic?

Friday, July 10, 2009

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Meredith: So, it's supposed to be "D-day," or "P-day," and still no Aunt Flo. What the hell?!? I hope the man upstairs isn't screwing with me. I did take the First Response Early Pregnancy Test and got a negative. Perhaps, I should take it again. I'll probably get my period tonight at 11:59:59 PM. That would figure. You know what? I am going to wait ... screw it! I am not going to get myself all excited to be let down. I am going to wait until my period is late. WHY!!!

I would do backflips if I got a positive tomorrow. Freakin' backflips! OK ... slow down. I am not going to get worked up. I did already get a negative. So, chances are that it will be a negative again. Why have I become so pessimistic? I was never like this before. I think the whole process of trying to get pregnant just makes you so negative.

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It will happen, I am excited for you. I love your video blogs. You’ve kept a good sense of humor through out. I bet it’s not easy. Best of luck to you!

- Amy

Posted 07/14/09 03:12 PM

You know nothing against first response, but i took it and I got a negative, and then i use clear blue easy(the one that has pregnant/not pregnant). And I got the words PREGNANT. So keep your fingers crossed!!

- Brandye

Posted 07/15/09 08:36 PM

Hi Amy and Brandye, Thanks for your comments. I tried to keep my sense of humor during this process. It is difficult at times but it will pay off in the end.

- Meredith

Posted 07/23/09 09:01 AM

Hi Meredith….reading ur story if like looking at mine. I am going through the same thing right now. I have a negative test but it’s not time yet…so I am hoping it will be positive but I don’t want to get my hopes up to avoid disappointment (like I did the past few times). The test may be or -ve but thinking about this… the waiting and anticipation is worse. Good luck to u.PC

- pc

Posted 08/03/09 08:55 PM