Wendy: Hopefully the next test I take will be an early pregnancy test. I talked to my sister-in-law today. She is excited for us. She said she couldn't wait until we came around about having kids. She notices I am talking more "mommyish" these days. I have been feeling little "twinges" on my left side. I know I am not crazy, but I have heard some women want to conceive so bad that they can create symptoms just by thinking about them. I don't want to exaggerate it, but I can't help but notice the "twinges."

May 8, 2009
What a relief not to take the O Test today. Now, it's just a waiting game. I have been exhausted the last two days. With all the excitement of this project, it has really caught up to me, so I need to rest when I get tired. Not long after lying down for a short nap today, I felt a sharp, quick "burst" in my left side that made me cringe. I can't help but get a little nervous because the feeling brought back memories of the ectopic. The ectopic pain is still the most excruciating pain I have ever experienced in my life. I am not going to overreact. We'll see how the next few days go. I don't know if I am scared that I may be pregnant or if I am scared that I may not be pregnant.

May 9, 2009
I am so tempted to take an early pregnancy test, but I need to stay away for a couple more days. My cycle is due on Friday, so that means that the First Response test kit could tell as early as Monday if I am positive or negative. It's almost like I am expecting the worst so I am not disappointed when the results come in. I spent several hours today researching baby names and combinations of. I want to honor the family who have been instrumental in my life by using their names. Tomorrow is Mother's Day and I am looking forward to spending the day with my mom.

May 10, 2009 (Mother's Day)
I spent the day with my mom today. Took her to brunch and went shopping. We had a really nice day. The weather couldn't have been better. I received many calls and e-mails today to say "Happy Mother's Day" to me. I even got a Mother's Day card in the mail yesterday. I am not a mom!! Oh well. I feel great that family & friends are thinking of me on this day. I still think it's the funniest thing. I'm really nervous about tomorrow. I will take the early pregnancy test when Kenny gets home from work tomorrow.

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