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Wendy: May 21, 2009
I have been trying not to let the pursuit of conceiving consume me. It's so hard to let it go when you want something so bad. I try to keep reminding myself that if it is meant to be, it will be.
May 22, 2009
I am going out of town this weekend, so I should be able to remove myself from all the hype for a couple of days. Getting away from it all will help me regroup. I am headed to Reno. I am driving, which will be a great time for me to reflect on everything in life. Also, there will be some great scenery, as I will be driving through Bishop and Mammoth. It's going to be awesome.
May 23, 2009
I made it to Reno. I saw 20 million cows and livestock along the highway. There is still snow on the mountaintops. It was beautiful. I was very relaxed.
May 24, 2009
I made it back from Reno. I really thought that the drive up and back would take the life out of me, but it was very refreshing and rejuvenating for me. I got to do a lot of thinking about life and the meaning of life, and where pregnancy or no pregnancy will take us in the future. And will I be OK with all of it, no matter what the result?
May 25, 2009
I am back in the O.C. getting ready for the week. I also started thinking that in a couple of days, I will need to start doing the O tests again. I continuously tell myself to relax and go with the flow but it's impossible to not feel the pressure that I am putting on myself.
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